Most days I've been feeling like I'm blind
I've been lying on my spine
Trying to pry out my eyes
I despise what i see
Theres is hatred in my cries
That define all the lies I've been told throughout my life
Lost in a maze
Cross faded cross out the days
That i've lost hatred
Caught in a daze
There's a cost i cant pay
Imma rot in this place
I'm robbed of my fate and
I thought the other day
That I could get taken back
Way back when i laid on my back
With an X-box and played that
Afraid that I'd get caught staying up late by my dad
Hate that i had to replay that
Not so good at recalling my past
And the memories I have drag me down and they last
They get me down fast
And they're kicking my ass
So I'm sitting up late in my bed while i ask
Where can I go
I'm better off alone
And nothing makes me happy anymore
I can't see
(yeah my eyes are blind everyday from the light cause)
I can't see
Optimism struggles
What is there i can be
I'm f*cking the game of life
But i got no plan b
I don't care 'bout nothing else but music not a damn thing
Hard to find the line or peace of mind because I cant see
Hard to keep a motive when an anchors tied around my boat
It feels like I breathe forever with a noose around my throat
It feels like a snake hole is the shocking ground that I have broke
All I have is me and my computer and the sounds I wrote