Saylor Rigsby - Shower (feat. Vesperteen) Lyrics

I'm passive when alone, massive when provoked It's almost like I'm sore, it happens in my
Throat, occurs more and more, it has to be a joke
Found a stop to horror, happy when I wrote sucks I can't reset, shower every night
Repeat, survive, forget, establish wrong from right
Continue down this path, ignoring what you need standing in the bath, running on my knees
Doing opposites to compensate the empty part of me
The lost a bit, impossible to stop the shit I'm dropping it, not the soap I hope
Oh I choked my throat, no I broke the rope tied around my feet, I cannot believe
Anything I say, anything I think anything I need, anything desired
Now I'm crying in the shower, tired
Maybe I should push harder, maybe I could go farther
Pretending I'm a noble martyr, it takes a track like this to even bother
Bothered by the insecurities, I'm scared of missing mysteries
I'm haunted by my histories, how did I let it get to this degree now
Panicking, hate it, vanity, fake it, sanity, take it
I don't know what I would do if I didn't have love all around me when
Trouble surrounds me, there's something about being so lonely