SBR Ludo - Damaged Lyrics

I don't understand why everyone hate me
Yea it's making me go crazy
All these girls tryna phase me
I've been thinking hard lately
I'm just chillin in the backseat
I'm just chillin with the backbeat

Baby i'm so damaged
I never could've planned it
I don't think imma make it
I'm just tryna manage

Today I just wanna be all alone
Might just stay at my home
I don't wanna go out
Might just grip the styrofoam

It'll hold back the tears
It'll hold back my pain
I won't have any fears
It'll help me stay sane
I just wanna disappear
I'm tired of my despair
I don't see clear
I hate how life ain't fair

I kill myself every night
Just to wake up doing nothing right
Never see the light
Not through my sight

I stay in my bed
Die by my family side
Tears in my eyes
Only time you see me cry
Too bad at being good
Too good at being bad
Coming from the mud
Not worried bout love

Saw a demon yesterday
Asked how I was doin
Told her I'm filled up with hate
She said then just f*cking do it

This is my time
My time to shine
Time to walk the line
Bitch it's time to die