I wish you knew how highly I spoke about you
I wish you knew
Yeah your friends they put their two cents in
They gave me what I couldn't see then
I wish you knew how quick I was to your defense
Even when you didn't deserve it
Even when the things they were sayin
Were true
I wish you knew
I wish you knew
I woke up in the middle of the night
For the third time this week
With feelings I can't fight
This time
This time
I blame it on myself for not walking away
That day in may
What was I thinking
Why did you lie
You had all this time to make things right
It's called denial babe
And it goes both ways
And well mine was taking all the blame
Eventually everyone learns from their mistakes
You've always had those wandering eyes
You wondered why I was crying
I was crying cause behind my back
You were wishing I was a different girl
Like the girls in your texts
What was I thinking
Why did you lie
You had all this time to make things right
Oh I was so stupid
For letting you stay
To Stay and let me break my fate
Eventually everyone learns from their mistakes
What were you thinking
What was I thinking
And I blame it on myself for not walking away
That day in may
What was I thinking
Why did I lie to myself this whole entire time
Oh I was so stupid
For letting you stay
To Stay and let me break my fate
Eventually everyone learns from their mistakes
I now know next time to walk away
Like I should have done that day in May