Why my head so heavy
I got that shit unleaded
And my eyes so drippy
I wanna see that in me
I wanna feel the sorrow
That lasts until tomorrow
And let it hurt until i just forget
All angry faces
Decisive mistakes and
I want to believe but i just can't feel safe
Cause i know when you're gone there won't be time to waste but
I spend all my days making violent replacements
Of memories i lost when you threw me away cause
I didn't fit in and we'd never be friends but
I want you to know that it's bullshit to me
Cause i've seen all these things that i'll never unsee and
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Why my head so heavy
I got that shit unleaded
And my eyes so drippy
I wanna see that in me
I wanna feel the sorrow
That lasts until tomorrow
And let it hurt until i just forget
Why my eyes so iffy
I start to feel it slipping
And my brain so swiftly
Forgets to be here with me
I wanna let it go now
My thoughts are getting so loud
I wanna hurt until i just forget
All i can say is i'm losing my interest
My heart gained some weight and
My brain died on pinterest
Surroundings can't be helped but swear almost everything
Makes sense to me now
Just leaves me here trembling
7 years old already tryna make sense of it
Since i was young i was feeling the opposite
Scared to go on with the ways of my enemies
Staring them down like i can't believe anything
So if i have only one thing to say
It's that none of this bullshit is going away and
It cannot make sense but i feel like it's breaking me
Putting together what's left of a memory
Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you
Why my head so heavy
I got that shit unleaded
And my eyes so drippy
I wanna see that in me
I wanna feel the sorrow
That lasts until tomorrow
And let it hurt until i just forget
Why my eyes so iffy
I start to feel it slipping
And my brain so swiftly
Forgets to be here with me
I wanna let it go now
My thoughts are getting so loud
I wanna hurt until i just forget
Why my head so heavy
I got that shit unleaded
And my eyes so drippy
I wanna see that in me
I wanna feel the sorrow
That lasts until tomorrow
And let it hurt until i just forget