I've been here once before not too long ago
Similar feelings creep up on me like a shadow
A shadow which towers over me
I'm not too sure that I could take it on the chin again
I'm not too sure that I could fake it in front of all my friends
Not again no not again
Cause you seem as though you're ever present
Your energy is effervescent
Take my thoughts you'll never feel the same
Cause even though the times are tough
And all the things we said were rough
But we both know we'll never be again
And these are my shower thoughts
I don't forget the reasons that you have for this
I just block them out my mind and ignore it
Cause it hurts to know
I pick apart my damaged path until it makes some sense
It's hit me hard, it's thinking I should extend my fence
Or build it tall
Cause you seem as though you're ever present
Your energy is effervescent
Take my thoughts you'll never feel the same
Cause even though the times are tough
And all the things we said were rough
But we both know we'll never be again
And these are my shower thoughts
So now my train is at the station
You don't need an invitation
Take my hand and follow me right home
I've let my chances run their course
And I'm not one to try and force
A feeling that does not exist at all
And these are my shower thoughts