Never Have I Ever Video (MV)

So alone
I never quite understood how to be a cool kid
I suck at throwing parties and hardly ever look forward
To being in a room judging myself
I'd be in the corner worrying about my image
Rocking merchandise of bands they've never heard of to begin with
Are my clothes in style
Should I try something else
I got a bad case of the jitters
This word search has rendered me speechless
I'm tired of this game I've been playing
Let's all join in
Make things more complicated
Never have I ever been so alone
With all these people I should be having fun
Trying to follow conversations so hollow and unrelatable
Doing my best to hold on to what I know
I don't have the patience to fake a smile
Or convince myself that I care at all
There's a million different things I'd rather do, ey
I'm seeking comfort checking my phone every time I got a chance to
Pretend there's somebody who needs me right now
Could somebody please reach out
Never have I ever been so alone
With all these people I should be having fun
Trying to follow conversations so hollow and unrelatable
Doing my best to hold on to what I know
I got a bad case of the jitters
This word search has rendered me speechless
I'm tired of this game I've been playing
Let's all join in
Make things more complicated
Never have I ever been so alone
With all these people I should be having fun
Trying to follow conversations so hollow and unrelatable
Doing my best to hold on to what I know
To what I know