Sebastian Phillips - The Spark Lyrics

I've always known I'm a little different
Trailing behind all the others
Everyone shines in his or her way
God, when's it gonna be my time?

Am I just wasting away?
Coasting through every day
Is this what life is about?
When did the spark burn out?

I spend my days in a state of worry
Chasin' my thoughts once again
I had a dream, but now it's blurry
Will I ever be good enough?

Am I just wasting away?
Coasting through every day
Is this what life is about?
When did the spark burn out?

All my life I have struggled just to stay in the race
I keep falling down and f*ckin' up
I'm a disgrace
I'm far behind, I'm outta sight, I'm givin' in
It's a shame knowing that I'll never have a chance to win
It's a shame knowing that I'll never have a chance to win

Am I just wasting away?
Coasting through every day
Is this what life is about?
When did the spark burn out?