Sebastian Themelis - Dolore Lyrics

It's funny, since you went away
I try to write, but I've got nothing to say
These chords don't ring
Like they used to

I just wanna be free of this pain
They say time makes you forget everything
But oh that's not true
I still dream of you

I don't know why love won't stay
I don't know why
But it's okay
I'm just meant to live this way

Why does my heart always miss
Why'd you leave me
In this cold abyss
Oh I'm gonna die like this

Now your hair's grown longer
You go to cute cafes and draw the pretty strangers
Maybe one of them will see you
Maybe his words will heal you
Like mine never could

I'm still stuck here at home
I make the same shit coffee
I play the same piano
I write the same words, play the same chords, it's a f*cking curse
Why, why can't I let you go

I don't know why love won't stay
I don't know why
But it's okay
I'm just meant to live this way

Why does my heart always miss
Why'd you leave me
In this cold abyss
Oh I'm gonna die like this

It's been so many months soon it will be years
We'll go to different schools, different lives, different careers
You'll write a crazy book or film or TV show
Win an Oscar, Grammy, Golden Globe
Will you think of me, the boy you left at home?

I know you won't
That's alright
It's just my role

I'm just meant to live this way