Second Nature - Complexities Lyrics

Words don't come easily to me
Guess I never learned to speak my mind
Tell you I'm not alright
Words don't come easily to me
Guess I'm running out of things to say
But never able to talk about that day
Slowly tripping wasted
Through the copy and the pasted lines
Of our perfect relationship
She's retreating to the corner
Of a mind that failed to warn her
That it was gonna slip

If only I could stop the rain
If only I could take the blame
Why'd you have to disappear?
If only you were here, I could heal your pain
I really had nothing to give
And I hope you feel the same
You gave me something to aim for
But I could never heal your pain

I don't see the crime
In wasting her time
But time would pass slower
The picture she painted
Of a figure so faded
Matches the owner

If only I could stop the rain
If only I could take the blame
Why'd you have to disappear?
If only you were here, I could heal your pain
I really had nothing to give
And I hope you feel the same
You gave me something to aim for
But I could never heal your pain

Living on uncertainty
So dressed up and happy are we
Living on uncertainty
Thriving on complexities
Complexities

If only I could stop the rain
If only I could take the blame
Why'd you have to disappear?
If only you were here, I could heal your pain
I really had nothing to give
And I hope you feel the same
You gave me something to aim for
But I could never heal your pain