Seek Misery - Let the angels take me Lyrics

I'm still rotting within
Feeling f*cking ugly on my skin

I still feel like a freak
Years of self hatred
Has done this to me

Ugly on my skin
Disgusting within

Ugly on my skin
Disgusting within

What if I never get better?

And what If I never get better?
Damaging my skin and killing myself within

And what If I never get better?
Damaging my skin and killing myself within

I love the pain when the blade
Penetrates my skin
I feel the pleasure when the
Bleeding begins

And what If i never get better?
Damaging my skin and killing myself within

And what If i never get better?
Damaging my skin and killing myself within

I lay in my blood soaked
Bath tub
Overdosed and wounds deep in
My wrists

Let the angels take me
Let the angels take me

Has god abandoned me?
Has god abandoned me?
Has god abandoned me?