Seph Cury - Mirrors Lyrics

Think I'm hopin' for a better life
Sittin' here just thinkin' bout my f*ckin' life
What is life?
Where is paradise?
I got a pair of eyes
Take the world to court, I see it's not as advertised, and
What do you do when she's always wanting to cry
Asking for proof of a God, but you can't see beyond the sky?
Likewise, my inner voice won't ever shut up
He's yappin' bout the future
All the things I ever f*cked up, and
I wish that I knew my older sister
She's out there somewhere
Know your baby brother still miss ya'
Hope you good in life, got a family
Got engaged, maybe you a wife
I hope he treat you right
Yeah, my demons strategize, they don't wait til' night
They comin' out when I'm least expecting a fight, damn
Fair play, they got the upper hand
See this is war, not a game, we ain't ever shakin' hands, nah
So I'm comin' back with the f*ckin' artillery
Put my lady first like I'm Bill and her name Hillary
That's a stretch, but I promise I wanna work it out
All my inner conflicts, open the door, you let em' out
Yeah
I'm gettin' real f*cked up
F*cked up, (Ay) f*cked up
F*cked up, f*cked up (Just suck it up)
F*cked up, f*cked up
And, I'm, yeah
Gettin' real f*cked up (Ay)
F*cked up (Ay), f*cked up (Ay)
F*cked up (Yeah), f*cked up (Just suck it up)
F*cked up, f*cked up
I'm still searchin' for the truth
All because of Eve's dumbass and that god damn fruit
You get too high when you detach from your roots
But I came out from the moon, so for the stars I shoot
Show up to your bitch's crib in a whole ass suit
I might just spend my whole check on a brand new flute
Like I'm Andre, 3 thousand problems my way
Every friday, speedin' that way, down the highway
Swervin' like my life don't matter
And I'm sorry we don't speak more
I hate to leave you hangin' but I'm takin' constant detours
Hidin' under floorboards like I stashed a few for backup
I feel so far forgotten, it's unlikely that I catch up
Out in county of oranges
It's been hotter than porage is
Never pourin' that purple shit, they would rest my case
And my grandparent's storage has just been flooded with items
You know I took some with pride
First time my father has cried
Right in front of me
I wonder how many times he wanted to
But kept his eyes dry just to seem strong to me
Oh, to be a man in this economy
I hope my future son won't feel he always has to lie to me
Yeah
I'm gettin' real f*cked up
F*cked up, (Ay) f*cked up
F*cked up, f*cked up (Just suck it up)
F*cked up, f*cked up
And, I'm, yeah
Gettin' real f*cked up (Ay)
F*cked up (Ay), f*cked up (Ay)
F*cked up (Yeah), f*cked up (Just suck it up)
F*cked up, f*cked up