Seph Cury - Real Lyrics

I know it's so real
Life is all around me, get my ass outside and feel it
I just wanna feel it
Homie, trauma hits me like a bullet, I conceal it
I would prolly take a couple handouts like I need it
I don't ever need it, I just need to find myself
Sleepin' on the couch when the argument is heated
Music gets deleted when it's way too f*ckin' tellin'
All my thoughts and feelings, everything I wouldn't tell em'
I been growin' out of who I was, I'm not the same
Some people play a game, I just wanna have a name
And somebody to call me by it
Mental riots, I don't got nobody else to blame
M.I.A, take a trip into the woods to get away
Spark a flame when I mix my brain with music workstations
Bitch, I came to spill my heart
You just want my sperm donation
I'm too passionate and sensitive
I'm never on vacation, not a flex, I feel ashamed
To be frank, I wonder who I is
I can never sleep, I'm too anxious, feed my fears
I get broken, I get led to tears
I don't wanna die but I hope the end is near
I know it's so real
Life is all around me, get my ass outside and feel it
I just wanna feel it
Homie, trauma hits me like a bullet, I conceal it
I would prolly take a couple handouts like I need it
I don't ever need it, I just need to find myself
Sleepin' on the couch when the argument is heated
Music gets deleted when it's way too f*ckin' tellin'
All my thoughts and feelings, everything I wouldn't tell em'
I been growin' out of who I was, I'm not the same
Some people play a game, I just wanna have a name
And somebody to call me by it
Mental riots, I don't got nobody else to blame
M.I.A, take a trip into the woods to get away
Spark a flame when I mix my brain with music workstations
Bitch, I came to spill my heart
You just want my sperm donation
I'm too passionate and sensitive
I'm never on vacation, that's a flex, I'm not ashamed
To be frank, I do know who I is
I can never sleep, I'm too anxious, f*ck my fears
I get broken, I get led to tears
I don't wanna die, nah, I'm happy that I'm here