Seph Cury - Who We Are Lyrics

I left the station with a pocket full of cigarettes
I smoke em' when I'm stressed
I proceeded through the rest
I would say that I feel blessed to have her chillen' in my circle
But I'm honestly depressed
See it's hard to find a balance when you're young
I hit her up again, I don't know if she the one
But lord knows if she ever gives, then I'm takin'
All the feelings I've been fakin'
We're too close to have it ruined over loneliness and mating
But I wish I had a chance
Starin' in her brown eyes, I wish I was her man
But I have to settle for a white lie
Walking through the deep sand
The urge to grab her small hand
I feel I have no choice but ignore
And I wonder what it's for
I think I really love her, I mean how could I endure
All this pain and suffering
I see through all her flaws, numb myself to all her claws
When they scratch me, know it hurts
But deep down I feel it's worth it just to keep her round
Round, round
Yeah
I'm so happy he's around, he's my best friend
We talk like everyday, we don't play pretend
I know he really down for me
I hurt him, give apology
I never want to lose him over nothin'
I used to have a thing for him, I still do
To be honest, I'm just scared of hurting him too
Know that I got flaws
All the problems I done caused
To people in my past
Lord knows I never want that for him
Ex still hit me up, I won't go back to him
Now I know my worth but I'm lost on this earth
How can I commit myself when I don't even know myself
And no, I don't need no help
I know I got this
Last year he pulled me to the side
He said he liked me
I looked him in the eyes and I told him that we good friends
I thought he really hated me
But he still stay awake with me through long nights
I still don't understand it
"So what you wanna do today?"
She said, "It's up to you today, can't think of nothin' anyway"
He said, "Bet, I'll pull up round 9:30ish if that's cool"
She said, "That's cool"
"Aight, bet, I'll see you then"
He gets filled with dread
Another night spent with this girl called a friend
He don't wanna do this shit no more, he can't take it
He gon' spill his whole heart to this girl, no more fakin'
So he pull up round 9:20ish to her house (Yo, I'm outside)
When she come outside, dawg, she lookin' fine as hell
Usin' all his power, tryin' hard to keep it cool (Nah, I'm cool)
Don't wanna cause a scene yet, let's make it to the view
So he starts driving and she's talking 'bout her job (My job)
He pretends to listen (Uhuh) but he's tryin' not to sob (Yeah)
Holy shit, he's really bouta tell her how he feels (How I feel)
What's she gonna say?
How she gonna feel?
They make it to the spot (This the spot)
Hop out and walk
She's looking at the city, he's staring, lost in thought
She notices, concerned it seems she asks, "Are you okay?"
He says, "I'm not, I got somethin' I really need to say
I think I love you"
"Oh... I like us being friends
I'm not looking for commitment and I hope I don't offend
You at all by saying this, it's not your fault, I promise
I'm just not ready"