Bumpkin Video (MV)

I know you've had it hard
I know you're trying to restart
But when it's easy to blame someone
For everything that you have done
All of us jump the gun
And October 31st
I came down just the worst
From the pain inside my throat
To the crushed pills down my nose
And I'd do it all again
Just to feel somewhat okay
And I'd relapse again
Just to feel safe
And this feels like heaven
My head is throbbing and I'm broken
And I don't want to feel better yet
I'm lonely
On Halloween
I'm all alone
In my girl costume
I want to leave
I wanna go home
And get real sad
And get real stoned
And I'm tripping in the dark
On the pavement we're apart
And I locked myself in my room
So I could stay the hell away from you
But being healthy is no fun
And I'm a martyr
No I'm a masochist
Hell I'm a hypocrite
An all 'round piece of shh
Be quiet now and open wide
Drop it down with teary eyes
No one knows but I
And this feels like heaven
My head is throbbing and I'm broken
And I don't want to feel better yet
I'm lonely
On Halloween
I'm all alone
In my girl costume
I want to leave
I wanna go home
And get real sad
And get real stoned