Serendipity - Piece of Myself Lyrics

I'm a little confused
My brains a little abused
I'm feeling terribly used
But my life's still approved
Despite I cannot find the time
Could you spare just one dime
I can't even spare a single f*ck
Guess we're both both just outta luck
Cause I could use the time to make a bit of change
And I just can't find the time
Okay
I got hereditary issue's
They're called my momma's virtues
Write down my ideas
Cause i forget sometimes
I forget that words are supposed rhyme
And when I lose my time
I lose my place in the world
I lose the look of my beautiful girl
I'm losing my grip
I'm losing the things that I love
I wish I would've taken and not only just given
I wish I would've quit being afraid and I would've let myself live
I wish I would've let myself live

I'm missing just a bit of myself
Searching for a little bit of myself
Where in this life do I really belong
I know it's early cause I'm so young
Lose my mind yeah I just might
Breaking down every second might
I know it's early cause I'm so young
I'm so young

Can't keep up with this anymore
Search results are off by far
Not unique gotta make it personal
Gotta keep it real for ya
Gotta change a bit oh ya
Dang
Ever think it I'd change it up for ya
More like I did it for myself
I come back with complex progressions in the wrong direction
Leave nothing to mention then take back connections
Divide into sections
Make neurological connections
What a dimension where da henchmen
Such misdirection
People dare make corrections
Pick'em apart like high-school dissections
I played my cards honest and cleaned up the act
I hold the jack of diamonds and play the king while he's high.

I've been in tight games
I took all the blame
What'd it take
What'd I give
All That I do
I do so I live
How do I live
What'll you give
You give your life
In order to live
It's risky water
Living is horror
What'll you do if you're dying tomorrow

I'm missing just a bit of myself
Searching for a little bit of myself
Where in this life do I really belong
I know it's early cause I'm so young
Lose my mind yeah I just might
Breaking down every second might
I know it's early cause I'm so young
I'm so young