White Lie Video (MV)

Once again I'm
Told a white lie
Now I might just
Take my own life
Skip the drama
Sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life
Once again I'm
Told a white lie
Now I might just
Take my own life
Skip the drama
Sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life

Everything does not feel alright
I see things late at in the night
They've tell me I've got to die
And then they whisper goodnight

Think I'm ready for the world to end
Never trust people telling you you're both friends
They make it hurt with all the words that they never said
Dig a grave cause im walking but I'm already dead

I'm not beast
I'm a burden
And my heart
Has been hurting
My hands
Won't stop bleeding
Gotta get better at concealing
Cause this pain is not appealing

Got a hole inside my chest
Got a drug inside my head
Got a shirt covered in red
This confessions for the end
Leave a letter for my friends
So where the f*ck is my pen?

Once again I
Told a white lie
Now I might just
Take my own life
Skip the drama sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life
Once again I
Told a white lie
Now I might just
Take my own life
Skip the drama sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life
Everything does not feel alright
I see things late at in the night
They've tell me I've got to die

Gotta rib cage
Holding me in
A little fidgety
Guess I'm timidity
Sick of the news
Political taintings
Race fueled hatings
Police brutality
No morality
Yet little serendipity
Stuck loathing constantly
Every single memory of doing it bad
Is another memory I wish I hadn't had
I'm forced to avoid all the thoughts of my dad
I'm forced to destroy something when Im mad
But I channel these emotions when I sit in the pad
My mind is taunting me
My throat is tightening
Eyes dilated
And I'm Back to contemplating
Go to schools educating
Ain't nobody dedicating
Always underestimated
Everybody wants to rate it
Everybody wants to hate it
Anybody gonna say it
Anybody still prayin
I'm the boy caught faking
All I want is to take it
I take it n break it
You Must be mistaken
Blue hair with the braces
No tlme for complaining
My mind is deflated

So I'm Taking back what's mine
Swore to god that I'd be fine
Even searching for a sign
But I'm running outta time

Watch the clock
Better take your shot
Beat the dreaded red light
Right next to the bedside
As a kid I had a night light In fear of the dark
Had a feeling there was Somebody outside on the lurk
Always thought I was the person that that person would hurt
Switched the mental now I sit alone turn off the lights
Had to be the person reassuring that my problems reoccurring would deminish
And I'd alright
Anger issues but I really hate it when we fight
Guess I'll send a text, yea I love you goodnight

Once again I
Told a white lie
Now I might just
Take my own life
Skip the drama sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life
Once again I
Told a white lie
Now I might just
Take my own life
Skip the drama sorry momma Think I might just Take my own life

Everything does not feel alright
I see things late at in the night
They've tell me I've got to die
And then they whisper goodnight