The Serious Artists - The Blue Album Lyrics

I try to pinpoint where it all began
I learned about you through a mutual friend
You blew up in 2016
And lost my interest when you made a big scene
You were my secret that nobody knew
A light in darkness to see it all through
My lips were curling right around your case
I spent that summer getting lost in your haze

Why'd you go and try to make yourself known
I don't know, I thought you made my mind glow
Now I've grown and I think I really hate you

So I go purchase more time with you
But this time you only make me blue
I used to think you were a priority
Now you only make me likely to flee
You grabbed my train of thought and made me submit
And made me think I was losing it
Now you're a pen that lies in everyone's den
A cycle going over over again

Why'd you go and try to make yourself known
I don't know, I thought you made my mind glow
Now I've grown and I think I really hate you

Now these clerks they got me takin', got me takin' the blues
There's another called vyvanse and it's coming for you
Be my honey, be my baby, be my only truth
I got pills, I got some pills that I gotta choose
Stimmed or dimmed or turning the world in to a new hue
Light or psyched: make me think I can see it all through
Day or night and I'm still thinking of holding you

And you'll always leave me without a clue
And you'll always leave me without a clue
And you'll always leave me without a clue
And you'll always leave me without a clue
And you'll always leave me without a clue
And you'll always leave me without a clue
And you'll always leave me without a clue