Seru the Ellipsis - Broke(n) Boy Interlude Lyrics

I got a drinking problem
The problem is I don't drink enough
I gotta lot of problems so I drink to try shut them up
I sip on this liquor
Let this drink drown my sorrows
I know it won't fix my problems just only forty percent of it
It says so right on the bottle
Really the only message
I'm pouring down my throat hoping captain Morgan can do something better than all my organs
Clearly they're out of order
Lungs are struggling
Liver don't want nothing
And my heart has still not been seen
Since she went and left me right on the scene
The broken hearted partner thats still hung up on his dreams
I told her you can't find no better but clearly she f****** did
Because of you
She went on and now she's living her life
Because of you
She's laughing more and her complexion is light
Because of you
She's better off
The better call was to drop you
But now you're off because she's smiling and it's not
Because of you
Truth be told I can't go find another one to love
The industry has made me really insecure
Will she love me for the person that I am or is there more
Not to mention the fact that I'm still really f****** broke
You a rapper how you taking a taxi to all your shows
You look dapper on the stage and you're actually F***** dope
But you still not getting paid for your sets you're a f***** joke
If I was gonna let you smash you probably do it at your folks
I ain't a hoe
That's gonna hoe
For a nigguh to get a coke
I got hair to buy
Planes to ride
You aint even got a car
Nigguh can you even drive
All you really have is Rhymes
I hope those Rhymes can save you cause you living below the line
And your a really nice guy
But how can i be with you when i cant even afford to be with myself right now