SFE Tav - pb Lyrics

I looked death in the eyes and told 'em you better be here for two
He told me I'm crazy and pulled me in closer he said this was up to you
I couldn't believe it I started to question would death really tell me the truth
He told me she fell in love with a man that's not insecure like you
He doesn't question where she goes
He never brings down the mood
He never looks at her phone
They talk and stare at the moon
She still loves taking pictures of the sunsets on the way home
She still cries when an old man sits by himself getting food
She don't think about you
First love's gone too
She don't wanna sit in ya bedroom
She don't want ya money and tattoos
Your fast car isn't fast enough to take you to the days that she had you
Had your back and she loved you
Forgave you for shit she ain't want to
Childhood crush that's cool
High school love was bad news
Love bomb he attacked you
Now you're too busy it's gym school
Started comparing myself to the people that I seen and hate when you talked to
Turning heads when you walk through
Everybody wanna f*ck you
You love the attention don't you
You never did what you were supposed to
Love ain't easy except when I hold you
Made me evil I wanted to own you
Got what you wanted so I could control you
Your heart was too hard to hold onto
So I made you feel like it belonged to me
You're dumb so I spoiled you
I told you that you owe me nothing cause I was just thinking that maybe you'll want to
I hate you but I still adore you
If you called me I'd prolly ignore you
But I'd let it ring and stare at the screen and think about days before you
When I smiled and I felt important
When you didn't make me feel annoying
When I could lay down and enjoy it
Didn't have to make so many choices
Then you told me you want an abortion
Then the love started feeling like poison
You did this to us cause you're selfish was I insecure or were boundaries helping
You said my love felt like a prison but sometimes I think and I really don't get it
I guess when I try to accept it
If it was his child you might've just kept it
You won't let me talk for a second
I guess we can meet up in heaven
I looked death in the eyes and told 'em you better be here for two
He told me I'm crazy and pulled me in closer he said this was up to you
I couldn't believe it I started to question would death really tell me the truth
He told me she fell in love with a man that's not insecure like you