Shades of One - Voice in my head Lyrics

I know
I'm not enough
It's never enough for the likes of you
Forever longing
Hoping for a better truth
Sure
You want me to try and
Pretend like I don't know what's inside
Well shit I'd be out of my mind
Dancing around in an empty shell of denial
I don't want to hear your voice in my head
Reminding me of
All We Had
Well instead
I'm choosing myself this time
I hope you understand
Don't you understand?
Still
They linger with me
The words that you said
The traces that remain
You just could not hide it
Your triumph wins the day
Mask came off and
A moment of light
Reveals your colors true this time
You're just as scared as the rest of us
But fear took over your life
I don't wanе to hear your voice in my head
Reminding me of
All We Had
Well instead
I'm choosing myself this time
I hope you understand
Once I believed in a world we could build
This could be heaven for everyone
All that remains is a voice of pain
Again it's tearing me down
I don't need to hear your voice in my head
It makes me feel so
Dead inside
Well I'm not
And I know the road ahead
And I have no regrets