Here I am
Choking on my words again
Here I go
Slipping on thin ice until it breaks
Might pop off like a loaded gun
(No I can't just bite my tongue)
Nothing that you ever said will matter
When you're in the dirt with daisies during April showers
Everything you did that you thought would save you
I watched you spiral out, I watched it enslave you
I can't look at you the same
And you're to blame
I hate the way that you look at me
I swear you'll choke in the sea
Flood my brain with this confusion
No subtle comfort for the pain of disillusion
I know it all fades away
But I can't get back all of the yesterdays
Nothing that you ever said will matter
When you're in the dirt with daisies during April showers
Everything you did that you thought would save you
I watched you spiral out, I watched it enslave you
I can't look at you the same
And you're to blame
I hate the way that you look at me
I swear you'll choke in the sea
My blood drips to floor
I swear it doesn't hurt anymore
I need something I can feel
So I roll the dice and hope I don't die tonight
You're empty
It's just as hard for me to watch
You're falling
But I can't make time stop
You ask for comfort from the pain of disillusion
I'll bite my tongue, while you drop, thank you for the restitution