I woke up without someone and now I'm lost in
Lost in my bed
I threw up in the bathroom
I'm sick and tired of issues
I hate what's inside my head
So take me
Take me with you
I want to
Oh I want to
Be with you
I told you the other day
I'm sick and tired of playing games
I don't know what to do with all this love
I gave you this heart of mine
And you broke it I'm out of time
I've lost it
I've lost my mind
So take me
Take me with you
Oh I want to
Be with you
I remember the dark places
I can feel it in my bones
I remember the stupid faces
That constant change of tone
I had fear in my eyes
My heartbeat was racing
I had to keep the constant lie
That I wasn't shaking
I always needed to find a way
To hide what I was feeling
I always had the stupid thought of stopping myself from breathing
And now I know
I just wasn't home