I don't trust a soul and its f*cking with me
Never had a friend I didn't f*ck its catching up wit me
And the ones I never did we do that on and off shit
Hi and bye ___ but
Never really in each other's biz
And I need somebody I can tell my secrets to Thats really gonna keep it too
And not ever be jealous cuz I gotta boo
Please God don't em gullable
I Need a bff that can watch my back and keep me outta trouble too
Alert me to the snakes and the wolves that approaching
I pray they know the streets cuz I aint up on every motion
I'm hood adjacent
Don't talk about it they all about Freddy vs Jason
Can lead and follow need a teacher that can switch places
Witta student
Gotta mind and use it
Self-educated
Self-motivated
But don't lack patience
Cuz im insecure and doubtful as shit
And I need somebody to push me salt n pepper to flip
Realign me with my purporse
Never try to take advantage
Of my kindness
Know my weakness are them Dave chappelle antics
Got me rollin up
But only with you
Energy so positive
I'm the highest with you
Never lie always tell me the truth
Even when you f*cking hate me no replacing us 2
I want you bad
Badder than a zipper jacket in the leather black
The best friend that I never had
Damn
I know it my fault
Cuz I aint the friend that I say I want
Workin way too much to consider your thoughts
Guess im too damn selfish
And its hurting my heart
Cuz I need a friend
Always got real close but it never lasts Usher I got it bad
When I reminisce over the ones that became a fad
Flip to a hater
No cape crusader
Will never save ya
(Damn)
But I miss the laughs
Friendly competitions
Get me pissed when they switch to oppositions I cant fix this
Cuz My drive automatic and your stick shift
Got you running round Frontin on some bitch shit
Use to get confused but now I get shit's life
(Damn)
Everybody just here for a reason or a season
W]When they tell you who they are please believe em
I aint lying
Had to learn to check myself before I crucify em
Couple friends I let down
Guess im testifying
That I aint always the realest one
Didn't always keep it straight so now that deal is done
Couldn't always check my mate
Now look what we've become
Distant lovers let that Marvin run
I know it my fault
Cuz I aint the friend that I say I want
Workin way too much to consider your thoughts
Guess im too damn selfish
And its hurting my heart
Cuz I need a friend
I need a best friend that's gone love me till the end
I need a best friend that aint never gone pretend
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