sherbet head - without love i'm nothing Lyrics

I got what I wanted
But only briefly
It doesn't concern how much it meant to me
I'm just happy
I had it, oh
And even if we lasted only a little bit
At least I know that I can look for it, oh
Thank you for what you gave to me but instead
I'm asking, was it what I even wanted?
And yet I know that I can't love like this
I won't go on with you
Ahh, when will this end?
Ahh, I
I know that this will hurt me all the time
But I know
I should go
I won't go on like this
I won't love, I won't love
But yet I'm so desperate, I can't help it, or stop it
I get so nervous when I try something new that I end up just quiet
So anxious, oh
And even if I try something new I get so scared that I feel like I'm nothing in return
Thank you for your words that you gave but instead I'm feeling
That this is what I deserve
Is this what I even wanted?
Is this what I even wanted?
Did you even really care?
Did you even really care?
I don't want to live like this, oh
I don't want to love like this
And yet I know that I can't love like this
I won't go on with you
Ahh, when will this end?
Ahh, I
I know that this will hurt me all the time
But I know
I should go
I won't go on like this
I won't love, I won't love