Shmaxi - Spring Training Lyrics

Life never waited for me as I chased it
Was nervous and angsty
I think that's the same thing
Just left New York, well I couldn't afford it
It's two in the morning
My hands just stopped shaking

So who am I now?
Maybe someone you're proud of

I'm playing the right game
Not only that but I've been playing the right way
I want my money back
Been blaming the five train for my impatience
So I'm paving a new way

Those first days defiant, no proof to deny
An obsession with red wine
Stained my nights in violet
That should bring me back down and often I ask how
I'm changing my mind if I have yet to find it
The walls around my heart could fall
Who to blame, who to call?
Rain it makes the feeling start
Maybe that's okay

Cause things aren't so bad
Really not bad, though

I'm playing the right game
Not only that but I've been playing the right way
I want my money back
Been blaming the five train for my impatience
So I'm paving a new way

The walls around my heart could fall
Who to blame, who to call?
Rain it makes the feeling start
Maybe that's okay
The same is true for ordinary issues
Maybe I just missed you and that was all

I'm playing the right game
Not only that I think I'm playing it my way
Been blaming the five train for my impatience
So I'm paving a new way
I'm playing the right game
Not only that but I've been playing the right way
I want my money back
Been blaming the five train for my impatience
So I'm paving a new way