shmobb - Ego Suicide Lyrics

I'm feeling hopeless
You don't know what that is
I pour my heart out on these verses
You don't know how it is
I fell in love
You wanted me to father your kids
You fell in love
But now that shit's just water under the bridge
Said I'm one in a million
Why would I believe you
I saw through all the lies
Baby all of you is see-through
I could see through all the lies
Baby all of you is see-through
I'm not okay
I'm not alright
Feel like I been losing all my damn fights
Imma rot inside my cage but imma say that I'm just fine
And I'll write another note
Just my ego suicide
Just my feelings glorified
Alter ego cyanide
I think I fell too quick for you I'm f*cking
Horrified
Imma f*ck it up again right
Smokin with the nightlife
You put me up and tore me down
And stabbed me in my f*cking spine
Where the f*ck was god when I needed him most
I was trynna swim away but I sank down to the floor
I'm surrounded by my friends but they don't know me no more
Yeah I thought I found a girl but she don't need me no more
So I roll another one and take it straight to the face
Money make me happy but the weed ease the pain
You brought my demons to life
I put your lies in the light
You put my pride in the fight
So imma call it a night
Smoking out the zip so I can't feel anything
I was trynna drown my sorrows but they summoned the rain
You brought my demons to life
I couldn't shut off the light
You took my pride out the fight
I think it's time for goodbye, yeah