I saw 17 shot in the head
Wished my turn was next
Almost took that shit in my own hands
Gun inside my hand
But ima dance
Just cause I can
Because one day I know I'll reminisce on all I gained thru all the pain
So I live till I can't
From boy to man
In borderlands
I'm in the sand
Six feet deep under
Well I could've been
Shit
Nothings been the same since
Saw the devil and lost my patience
Broke out of her matrix
Now she sending all her goons to take me
That bitch can't break me
I've been close to death so dying doesn't scare me bitch
Was stuck in reminiscing bout the dumbest bitch
I've grown from it
Now death I call my old friend while you run from him
Hypocrisy
U down wit me
I shook ur hand and talked so peacefully
About beheading so gracefully
No Not hesitantly
Not heavenly
The devil in me
Getting too me
Dam
But I gotta plan
I gotta plan
To do what he did again
Instead of his friends
Firing straight at his head
I'm not a killer
But I'll pull the trigger
If I get a splinter
Don't give me a minute
Only need a second
It's funny enough I don't even regret it
But Every day I f*cking dread it
Six years
Still bring tears
Six years
Since I felt fear
Seventeen shot
Seventeen dead
Two suicides
It won't be for nothing
F*ck
Bloodsuckers
Motherf*ckers
All in charge of one another
All in charge of what we seeing under cover
Waste of a specimen
Failure experiment
Stress and adrenaline
Mind like a veteran
Hold your people close and dear
Don't know when they'll disappear
Cause they don't care
They don't care