Narcissistic guilt
My guilt
Your guilt
I Don't f*cking care
The beauty is now listening
The new passion will not die
I will fight!
Bipolar dreams of apathy
Renunciation, deprecations
Empty black eyes gazing at the screen
One owns volition
Drowns below
In dry tears
I'm just a shadow in the darkness
Can only hear my silence
After my last moment here
I just live in the past
Love, hate, rancor, Adoring, denial, Forgetting
Narcissism is back in control
Closing my eyes for now
Sleeping through noise so loud
Somehow