Vodka and cranberry makes me feel me
Dead in the morning, the price to be free
Spent the night in jail but I'm posting bail
'Cause I need an escape or a break from this hell
My mother told me to be what I wanna be
But its all a lie
Break down my lungs, play the game 'til I've won
Or until I meet my demise
We're all gonna die
I sent my last letter to one of my friends
Hesitating to even press send
With all of the courage built up in my head
I finally sent it and here's how it read
Hey man, I love you but please don't love me
It's easier this way just listen to me
At this point you're worried, I know you're aware
Of the bumps in the road, the previous scares
I promise you'll be fine
You'll get through it just like last time
Yeah, you'll grieve for a couple of weeks
Then I'll be a distant memory
And promise me this
Whenever you're lonely
Look at the moon
And watch as our souls meet
Amongst the stars
Could be a fresh start
Or it could be the end