SiF - Ain't for Me Lyrics

Beginning to think this love shit isn't for me
But everytime I say that someone tries to read me like they're f*cking clairvoyant
Someone broke your heart and you don't wanna love no more
When your daddy left made you feel like you can't trust no one
But just like I told y'all before
The problem don't involve ya'll
So give me a second to breathe
And I'll tell you what I think
My emotions switch quicker than my f*cking gears
I don't wanna be doing 40 and loving this shit
Then hit 60 and start hating this bitch
'Cause I dont seen that shit happen before my very eyes
It's not like I don't wanna find love before I die
I just wonder if i'm that type of guy
Find a girl
Stick with her
Get married
Cry bitter
Sweet tears
'Cause we know if it goes wrong it's all for nothing
Have a baby to try and create some glue to stick together

That don't help nothing
Never gets better
All I did was make another life and put him on track to be just like mine
Just like his dad
Someone broke your heart and you don't wanna love no more
When your daddy left it made you feel like you can't trust no on
But just like I told y'all before
The problem don't involve y'all
So give me a second to breathe
And I 'll tell you what I think
You wanna know the truth
What I think about love
I think it's a suppressional drug something you use
To keep your head up when really there's nothing there
They might f*ck around on you who'd really f*cking care
You'd be what
Sad about it for year
In the grand scheme of things
That ain't that much
Maybe I'm getting existential butt

F*ck it
What do I know
I'm just another kid who flats out on high notes