sik sean - old tricks Lyrics

I was taught how to share, I'm the oldest
But my feelings were never enough
Wasn't taught how to care, I'm the oldest
But was always expected love
Wasn't taught how to love
Barely showed it
And it's not in this bottle of rum
What I feel's in this blunt and I smoke it
Really helping with what I've become
When I feel like nobody, I'm numb
Never felt like nobody important
Told my heart it should watch how it thumps
Keep in mind that it's only an organ
Could I love on somebody enough
Will it make them believe that I'm flawless
If I never do scratch at an itch
Could it make me believe that I'm clawless
If I show them the hue that I hide
Will they say that they love me regardless
If I give them the love that I like
Will they think and believe that I'm polished
Could you love me for more than a night
With the sun, would I turn to a target
Cause I tried to love me once before
Got me feeling like loving me's hardest

Old dog

I was taught how to share, I'm the oldest
But my feelings were never enough
Wasn't taught how to care, I'm the oldest
But was always expected to love
Wasn't taught how to love
Barely showed it
And it's not in this bottle of rum
What I feel's in a blunt and I smoke it
Really helping with what I've become

If I finded somebody that needs me
Would I harden and push them away
If I find me somebody that sees me
Will I soften and beg 'em to stay
Will I lie if somebody believes me?
When I'm honest
Then how would you know
Would you give me my divvy of chances
If I gave you a reason to go

Old dog

I was taught how to share, I'm the oldest
But my feelings were never enough
Wasn't taught how to care, I'm the oldest
But was always expected to love
Wasn't taught how to love
Barely showed it
And it's not in this bottle of rum
What I feel's in a blunt and I smoke it
Really helping with what I've become

When I do find somebody, I'm dumb
But I'll say you're somebody important
Told my heart it should watch how it thumps
Keep in mind that it's only an organ
If I love on your body enough
Will it make you believe that you're flawless
And the way that you dig at my chest