KMN Video (MV)

Motivation wasn't there for a minute
Had me crying bout the dark like Children

For a second I was contemplating breathing
Cause my life was steady choking me
Thinking that I would give in

But I ain't let it catch me though
Tried to kill myself already
So I think my mind really tryna test me though

Take a step between my shoes
Insecurities bloom
I really wanna end the pain
See how the life will be looking from the moon

Been trapped by the same four walls
Got no key to unlock me im all brick Till I ball
I just wanna end the pain I don't
Wanna end it all
I wanna dial that number
To feel safe when I call

I feel the pain all deep in the soul
I feel the ground all weak in my soles
Push away the ones who love me
And I know
My brain thump
When the heart start kicking
I don't wanna end life
Just the things I'm thinking
I ain't popping no pills
I wanna still be living

They say I take it for granted
For all the talents I'm given
And a girl who really loves
But I ain't want her to feel it

How I'm down with myself
How I frown upon my self
How I'm hard with myself
I ain't smart with myself

How I'm down with myself
How I frown upon my self
How I'm hard with myself
I ain't smart with myself