Sindi - Someday Lyrics

We fall by the miles
I hide I keep finding it
I try and I try, it's so hard to deny this
There's nothing I want more than just to be with you
But you don't want to talk

So I drown in my tears 'til I've forgotten how to breathe
And I just stare at the ceiling, praying for release
Because everything's up in knots
And my heart's beating a little out of rhythm

And I, I prayed not to do this
How could I have hurt you along the way?

But you, you pulled away from me and everything inside me fell apart
I didn't know how to start patching it up
And I promise I'm not okay
I put so much heart into this
I've never wanted someone so badly to stay
I still wanna be with you someday

You said I shouldn't worry; you will not get hurt
But I was torn when I asked if we could kick this to the curb
I was hoping for resistance
But you just went with my words

And I couldn't see the road as I drove from your place
Thinking about that you said you wouldn't push me away
Now It's only been four days, but the space
Is driving me insane

And I, I praying to get through this
But I'm crying almost every second of the day

But you, you pulled away from me and everything inside me fell apart
I didn't know how to start patching it up
And I promise I'm not okay
I put so much heart into this
I've never wanted someone so badly to stay
I still wanna be with you someday

I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I hurt you
He told me to give you space, it still breaks me every day
And I don't understand it
I'm really sorry, I'm sorry that I hurt you
And I'm scraping every little piece of faith I have left to hold on to someday
Please tell me there's someday