I've been
Trying to be happier
But I
Always end up back here
I'm always on my own
Living in hell
I feel every burn
I ask myself
What did I learn?
How have I not put a bullet to my head?
There's trauma I need grieving but I put it to rest
All my anxiety turns into mesh
The mind of this body is such a f*cking mess
Where do I go?
I don't know
In this shitty town
I cannot escape
I'll fly out of here
Where no one knows
I'm always on my own
I'm always on my own
Living in hell
I feel every burn
I ask myself
What did I learn?
How have I not put a bullet to my head?
There's trauma I need grieving but I put it to rest
All my anxiety turns into mesh
The mind of this body is such a f*cking mess