Sometimes I just wanna blow my brain
I just wonder if it's fate
If I'll always feel this pain
These days I don't feel the same
Sometimes I just wanna blow my brain
I just wonder if it's fate
If I'll always feel this pain
These days I don't feel the same
The devil wants to dance
That wasn't a part of the plan
I f*ck with the percs f*ck a xan
No I can't take a xan
'Cause the xans took my manz
Now he's 6 feet under
Sometimes I wonder
If I'm a lover
But I only love the drugs
'Cause they feel like a hug
When I'm down bad on my ass
Baby please don't be mad
I only need the drugs that's the way that I'll last
This shit is more than a habit
I love the drugs baby I must have it
When I'm off a perc I'm a savage
If I see a opp I'ma blast him
I'm not cappin
Y'all niggas just rappin
Y'all was never trappin
I was broke made it happen
Now I sit back laughin
'Bout the times that I had
'Bout the times that I had
I miss my friends from the past
I wish the good times would last
Sometimes I just wanna blow my brain
I just wonder if it's fate
If I'll always feel this pain
These days i don't feel the same
Sometimes I just wanna blow my brain
I just wonder if it's fate
If I'll always feel this pain
These days I don't feel the same