Passed/Past Video (MV)

At 13 my life changed
Stressed out migraines
Mom laying breathless is the very day my mind changed
Put me in possession of a will full of hatred
Made me wanna crush a nigga skull on the pavement
Mind always racing
Guess that I used to it
Get up go to school and shit
Can't be a future fugitive
Teachers never liked me cuz I'm uppity extra
My mind is moving too fast to listen to them lectures
I'm constantly in search of
The reason for distraction
Random thoughts that surface and keep me from doing actions
I just want my mom so I can back to being passive
Wake up practice
People give reactions
Gotta put all of my time into this rap shit
I wanna make a mark like some shit that's everlasting
So my mind lives on while I'm sitting in a casket
Momma said don't keep all your eggs in one basket

But know I guess them years passed
Sad that the year's passed
All I know is that those years passed
Im sad that those years passed

F*ck up out my circle
U niggas is not close to me
Never heard my trauma
Never listened to my poetry
If you did you would know my mind is not intact
Hate from all the times that I got stabbed in the back
When we was down bad
Had nobody but each other
It was me my big brother
My sister and my mother
I never asked for extras we already had a crib
If we don't eat we go to sleep
Shit it is what it is
But my mom knew how to hustle
Gave everything in the struggle
The reason why I hate letting people in my bubble
Cuz humans always selfish
Instilled in our nature
The same reason people give they morals up for paper
The same reason family be yo real life haters
The same reason if you ain't in reach then you can't date her
Rap is an appendage
It's forever this shit stuck with me
Glad to know that iss a couple people that's gon f*ck with me

But know I guess them years passed
Sad that the year's passed
I always think
How long will this shit last?
How long will this shit last?