I used to chill in the parties, and not talk to Anyone
Cuz i just felt anxiety inside, oh shit what have I done
I used to talk allotta shit but didn't know your Name
I used to care about the checks but now it's F*ck the fame
I used to get twisted but now it's not the same
I used to run around and try to act like i was Tough
I used to f*ckin doubt but now i know that i'm Enough
I used to feel alone but now i truly feel the love
Im trying to think how i was before
But i can't remember so i know forsure
That i'm none of those things anymore
I'm learning so much but i'm trying to take it in So slow
Soaking in the beauty like the sun when it Glows
I used to try to find the flaws that i couldn't See
I used to try find the person that i'm spose to Be
I used to search for it everyday but now i know it's me
I used to always say that i am never in the Wrong
I used to never love bc i knew it took so long
I used to be depressed until i finally made my songs
Im trying to think of how i was before
But i can't remember so i know for sure
That i'm none of those things anymore