Violent nights
Between my ears, behind my eyes
I wake at night
My thoughts go left, and I go right
No longer fear
What comes at the end
This is where
My salvation begins
Farewell
To my family and friends
I'll be with god
Before the night ends
I hope my ghost doesn't linger
I'm with the worms or the devil
Sweaty trembling fingers
As I pull back the lever
As you wake from your slumber
Covered in blood and brain matter
You pray it's all just a nightmare
Can't take it back
Sweat pours
I Shake, I've been up for 3 days and I can't stay awake
Any longer, I reach into the drawer of my dresser
Grab the letter I left you
No longer fear
What comes at the end
This is where
My salvation begins
Farewell
To my family and
I hope my ghost doesn't linger
I'm with the worms or the devil
Sweaty trembling fingers
As I pull back the lever
As you wake from your slumber
Covered in blood and brain matter
You pray it's all just a nightmare
Can't take back what's happened
I fear my dear can't take it back