Slush - Zen Lyrics

So tell me again
How you think I deserve the world
When everyone else is gone
You think I deserve a girl
Who'd never ever do me wrong
How everyone loves these songs
I'm way too hard on myself
And you think that I should stop

Do you really think that's true
Do you really really think that
Cause I went for a walk tonight
And the street said no way
And the cigarette burned me

I'm not a man like that
I'm not a man like that
I'm not a man like that
I'm not a man like that
I wish that I was
But it's never enough
So maybe I'm zen

Am I really at peace with myself
Or I really really need some help?
I really wanna fall apart
And never get back again
Just lying on the floor
In a room full of better men
With a bouncer at the door
And a rifle in his hand

And part of me thinks that's true
But part of me thinks it's not
Everyone tries so hard
And I don't do enough

I'm not a man like that
I'm not a man like that
I'm not a man like that
I'm not a man like that
I wish that I was
But it's never enough
I wish that I was
But it's never enough, it's never Enough