SLVCK - cantbenear Lyrics

I can't be near
My mind is a palace that struggles with fear
The voices they call me
And talk to my ears
But I can't be close cause nobody is here
Maybe I'm out my mind
I've been feeling all this pressure
And it's hard to unwind
I've been closer to death
Cause my heart isn't right
Running in circles alone every night

Ok I'm falling again
I've gotten used to getting up when it ends
Hitting the ground never made a dent
Just made my head feel like I'm dead
Oh
I just want it to end
Nothing feels real
I guess it's all in my head
This pain in my chest
Haunts me to the end
I'm blowing this smoke
Til my chest caves in

Make it to the top, I know I will
Smoking that... cause I know it, ha
Make it to the top, I know I will
Make it to the top, I know I will
I'm smoking that (inhale) cause I know it kill
Pass this pain to my next of kin
Swerve to the left when I'm holding that wheel
Don't wanna die I just wanna burn out
Crashed that Beam but I should have swerved out
Now I'm in a Benz on the road all day
So I'm okay with the way it turned out
Cause I'm
Smoking so much I forgot how to breathe
Numb off the weed probably f*cked up my nerves
Brand new bitch and she get on my nerves
Throwing fits when I'm speeding the curve
Say I'm sorry with an evil grin
Stab my back, that's a dirty sin, ha
Heart too good to let the evil in
Never trust that girl again

Ok I'm falling again
I've gotten used to getting up when it ends
Hitting the ground never made a dent
Just made my head feel like I'm dead
Oh
I just want it to end
Nothing feels real
I guess it's all in my head
This pain in my chest
Haunts me to the end
I'm blowing this smoke
Til my chest caves in