My mind
What is it worth
If everything ends up as dirt
In time
Will I decide
That everything's better off worse
I tried
To find
The light
It hides
Beyond
The night
I tried and tried and tried
But what was mine
Claimed by the hands of time
Trekked deep inside my mind
I died a thousand times
Why stay alive if what's inside
Refuses to thrive
I tried
To find
The light
It hides
Beyond
The night
Constant decay
Life is a f*ckin plague
Be as it may
This world it only drains
When I look inside myself I see only visions of hell
My mind is a prison
My body is a cell
This hell was made for me
Atrophy is all I see
As it all slips away from me
Damned to believe
That hope only deceives
You're only free
Once you're hanging from a tree
Swinging in silence
Still empty inside this
Only feel alive when somebody dies
Will it be tonight
Roll of the f*cking dice
Enticed
Shadow cast
Only the
Light provides