In a foreign whip
On some flexin shit
Feeling dead inside
Barely getting by
They say it's do or die
Running through my mind
Buying everything
But can't find happiness
Made a f*cking a mess
I think I failed the test
Feelings couldn't last
Still stuck in the past
They're all the f*cking same
I'm bought to go insane
Sitting front side watch my life end in suicide
Diamonds in the bezel
Haunted by the devil
You think you want it all
But you'll still feel the same
I should try harder but there's nothing on the shelf
No one cared to ever help me so I did it by myself
Tempted by evil and now it's clouding up my brain
I know I should be sober but it doesn't feel the same
I stuff a joint
To ease the pain
I feel nothing
It's all the same
Forget her name
It's for the best
I'm all alone
Feel like a clone
I'm stressed
No rest
Still
Depressed
Thought less
No hope
No way to cope
Cloud my thoughts
With the
Dope
In a foreign whip
On some flexin shit
Feeling dead inside
Barely getting by
They say it's do or die
Running through my mind
Buying everything
But can't find happiness
Made a f*cking a mess
I think I failed the test
Feelings couldn't last
Still stuck in the past
They're all the f*cking same
I'm bought to go insane
Sitting front side watch my life end in suicide
Im scared I'm lost body full of fear
Demons all around me I can hear them whisper in my ear
I'm getting closer and closer to seeing when it is my final year
Off them xans and them percies my body's telling me to end it here
Hearts frozen
Tell me what is love
I just need a sign
From the one above
Running out of luck
Leaning towards the bottle
Easing off the clutch
Pressing down the throttle
I'm stressed
No rest
Still depressed
Thoughtless
No hope
No way to cope
Cloud my thoughts
With the dope
In a foreign whip
On some flexin shit
Feeling dead inside
Barely getting by
They say it's do or die
Running through my mind
Buying everything
But can't find happiness
Made a f*cking a mess
I think I failed the test
Feelings couldn't last
Still stuck in the past
They're all the f*cking same
I'm bought to go insane
Sitting front side watch my life end in suicide