Snidee - I'm Fine Lyrics

Woah woah
I'm living one day at a time
Take it slow
Everybody's always told me
I should take control
Of my life and just live it
Or else I'll never know
What it's like to go and get it
But nobody understands
What it's like in my head from day to day
Sometimes I just wanna grab a razor blade
And then scrape my veins
Take the pain away
I say please forgive me like David Gray
But then the music plays and saves the day
Everything around me just fades away
The lords telling me it ain't my day today
But on the other hand
I've got the devil on my shoulder
My blood runs colder
He's telling me I ain't achieved nothing and I'm only getting older
Everybody hates me
They will never show love
Been this way from young now I'm grown up
Some days I find getting up so tough
Like, what's the point in living?
I ain't even kidding
I feel like I'm tackling this world on my own bruv
Then I'm like hold up
You can't just give up on yourself
Snidez that would be so f*cked
Yeah you've made mistakes but you've owned up
Plus you've changed for the better and it's so good
Anywhere you go you bring energy like you're Pro Plus
What I'm tryna say is you're the life and soul
You've gotta get your mind controlled
Coz the state that you're in currently is no good
It's cool I'm fine
I tell myself, I tell myself
I'm fine
This life has it's ups and downs for real
Sometimes I just gotta sit down and chill
And write down to the beat just how I feel
It's cool I'm fine
I tell myself I tell myself
I'm fine
Don't let it all play on my mind
Just take it one day at a time and that's real
Recently
It seems to be
Everybody's tryna get a piece of me
I wish everybody would just leave me be
And have some decency
Coz I'm alone in this world
And no one can help
I'm my best friend and my worst enemy
I don't need no one else
I've been at rock bottom
And on top
And this grades affecting my health
I'm like Rasmus lurk in the shadows
Keep on cruising moving in stealth, ay
I struggle at small talk
If it ain't music I can't hold a conversation
I might look like I'm listening
But my attention diverts to the radio station
Social anxiety I don't like people
This is my escape and occupation
Away from this population
That to deal with I've got an obligation
What you know about worry and panic
Been battling with myself for so long
And inside yeah I took some damage
But I got it under control I can manage
Spent so much money on shit I don't need & proved
Money don't make you happy
You could have cars and cash
And a yard and that
And you can still sink like Titanic
It's cool I'm fine
I tell myself, I tell myself
I'm fine
This life has it's ups and downs for real
Sometimes I just gotta sit down and chill
And write down to the beat just how I feel
It's cool I'm fine
I tell myself I tell myself
I'm fine
Don't let it all play on my mind
Just take it one day at a time and that's real