Now it's up to you
to tell me what to do
never thought you'd be the one
to drop me in this mess
to leave me in distress
my sanity is in your hands
There's a part of me that cries for you
can't stand up to you, make me feel so shy
my head is numb there's nothing i can do
right now i want to scream just breakdown
and cry/die
Almost every night
i turn on the light
i realize you're not here
it's easy to forget
haven't felt that yet
now i've finally lost my mind