SØNØS - in search of an exit Lyrics

Terrified of the me that's in my skin
Who has to lock his secrets away
Let them out and tear apart the seams that
Are telling me that nothing is the same

I don't wanna shut down cuz I think too much
Hurt in my soul and I'm losing trust
I'm checking my phone till it keeps me up
It's hard to go out when I see you
Down cuz I need you
And I don't wanna call
What have I become
Blacked out nights
And I burn my lungs
Up all night but it's hard to go
Out when I see you
Down cuz I need you

Remember how we'd count the things that we'd never lose
And now we're second guessing things that we wouldn't do
I've been out here seeking truth all night
Borrow patience when I'm feeling tired

I'll fade away
You can't relate

I don't wanna shut down cuz I think too much
Hurt in my soul and I'm losing trust
I'm checking my phone till it keeps me up
It's hard to go out when I see you
Down cuz I need you
And I don't wanna call
What have I become
Blacked out nights
And I burn my lungs
Up all night but it's hard to go
Out when I see you
Down cuz I need you