Been 6 days since I left
I don't even know what time it is
I don't even know what day it is
I don't even know what month it is
Got outta bed, smell like shit
Looked in the mirror, I don't know who it is
Been a couple years since I've been like this
Been like this since my ex abandoned ship
At least not since my last relationship
Having a routine to me seems basic
All this time, I prefer to waste it
Even with a mask I cannot face it
Things are different, I've been distant
I should dish it, but I'm missing
All the opportunities to be persistent
Lazy as f*ck without a mission
I feel like that I'm in a prison
Like I can't leave without permission
All my friends be still be missing
They don't even try to visit
Doorbell rings, but it's just the mail
The food in the fridge just went stale
I sat in the shower for about 2 hours
And realized in an hour, that thats my 3rd shower
Eating all my snacks until I take a nap
Continue wasting time scrolling through my snap
I don't know even know what's wrong with me
I guess I'm just bored without company
6PM, and I just woke up
Another day being lazy as f*ck
My mom's calling me, don't wanna pick up
Feeling pretty lazy to even scratch my butt
Pacing around the room, I don't know what to do
I don't really have anyone to talk to
Staring at the mirror and I'm thinking of you
Looking at myself, not enjoying the view
I'm really not in the mood to work today
I just wanna sit on my ass and play
Fornite with the boys today
Trying figure out where we drop today
But no one to talk to, they have their own life
Getting tired of water, I wanna sip Sprite
Tryna think if my mind is doing fine
Just wanna know if I'm mentally alright
Always looking down
I don't know whats up
Cause I'm not the type to roll a blunt
Bout to go outside and yell at kids for fun
And probably go cry wishing I was one
So YouTube is my life for now
Can't imagine life being without
Getting pretty tired, bout to go knock out
Feeling like today just went south
Tomorrow I might go out and about
Another day to stare at the clouds
But I'll probably be lazy without a doubt
I guess tomorrow I'll have to find out