Soba - I Wrote You a Letter, but Got No Response Lyrics

I think it's about time to unfollow you on the gram
I wanna keep chasing, but respect who I am
Time to stop writing, if you could understand
If only you knew the pain that I'm in
I hope you know this wasn't the plan
Heart took a bullet, can you please jump in
What do you want me to do, just keep on trying
What do you want me to do, just keep on crying
Even if you hate me, or mad at my decision
I only wanna see you cook in my kitchen
You in my apartment is the only thing missing
You and your lips, I wanna keep kissing
I know it's going to take time just to recover
I feel like we're both really missing each other
I don't want anyone else under my covers
But always know that, you're the best lover
And I don't want to see you with anyone else
And I don't want anyone entering my house
I wish that you would just come back
But you ignore my letters, can you please write back
Can you just send back, can you see the message
I know I that I'm acting a bit aggressive
Me catching you is my objective
I'm being super picky, I'm a bit selective
Look at me trying, do you see progression
I'm little bit in love, that's my confession
I don't really wanna bother and be possessive
But with you I come out just a bit obsessive
I'm not with other girls, I learned my lesson
No need to hide, or raise a question
To be honest with you is my suggestion
Just a lot of things that I need to mention
I don't like cursing, I'll try vegan food
I act really calm, when I'm sitting here with you
Being with you makes everything better
You're my highest goal, and I want nothing lesser
Me touching you is my biggest pleasure
Me holding you is my biggest treasure
I'll go anywhere, take any measure
So for you and I just to be together
Saw a person on a train who looked like you
Was about to talk to her, to see if was you
Stared at her for about at least a minute
Then started crying because it hurt my vision
Have mercy on me, I need therapy
Committed a crime, is this penalty
Can you trust me, I'm not the enemy
Or is this the beginning of my destiny
Now I self destruct, put alcohol in my body
Can't feel no more, wanna go hit up parties
This is what happens when I feel lost
I wanna run to your house and knock just because
I'm going super crazy and yelling at the fact
I'm not getting a reply, could you please do that
I just want you, I want everything back
I really want you and everything that we had
Have mercy on me, I'm just a kid
I'm still growing, I'm still learnin'
I know I made mistakes, I know what I did
Should I hold on, or should I just quit
You completely done with me, is this really really it
Are you really gonna act, like we never even met
This is how it is, we're just gonna set
I guess move on, time to reset