Soba - Live Lyrics

No Mom I can't come over
Don't you know my boss has me as a closer
I know I haven't seen you in the past few days
I understand this wasn't the way you raised me
And I know you don't see
I know you don't get who I'm tryna be
You know I'm tryna be financially free
But I'm going through circles like a grand prix
And believe my boss can suck a D
But he's the one that be holding my money
Taking every dollar I know it ain't funny
I got a plan to grow and you can trust me
Times been stressful always feeling hunger
Always in my fridge acting like a meal hunter
All these problems make feel like I'm going under
I usually stay home sit and just wonder

Can I live
Can I live
Can I live
Can I live

Every now and then I stay up all night
Dwelling on the past and recent fights
Feeling so confused if everything's alright
And I'm tryna figure out why nothing seems bright
Is it cause I'm complicated or hypocritical
Or cause I'm so f*cking egotistical
I feel like I'm being held back with an umbilical
I've been stressed over things so minimal
But stay I focused on the visual
Because I'm the one, the only individual
My thinkings so untraditional
I'll conquer nothing but the unthinkable
And last year and I got a new place
I rearranged my room just to give me more space
All these problems are brought to my face
And it's really annoying and this is the case

Can I live
Can I live
Can I live
Can I live

I'm just a guy from Queens dealing with difficult shit
I'm broke as f*ck and don't know how to deal with it
I got big problems just like everyone else
They say its fine but they asking themselves
Can I live
Trying to give the world everything I have to give
I know the oh well's better than the what if
But I'm limited gotta get up and go finish it
I don't care how hard it gets I'll never quit
Currently in Cali tryna live my best life
I know when I get home I'll have to survive
Off the left over change and the rearrange
And the inner feel of the life I have to exchange
Out here its all fake shit it's not home
But at home I'll always feel like I'm all alone
Hoping to clear the bills without a loan
I feel much better when I work on my own

Can I live
Can I live
Can I live
Can I live
Can I