Soba - Walking Home from Connecticut Lyrics

I got a 3 hour trip back just to get back home
I'm not gonna answer, please don't trying dialing my phone
I don't really wanna talk, I'm tired of hearing excuses
I don't want a single word, cause I'm probably gonna lose it
I don't really wanna do this, I just wanna leave
And cry to my mommy just to give me company
I just want the pain to go away, so I could feel okay
So my grandma don't see me feeling this type of way
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I just want the best for my ex when I'm not around
Things will be better, pain for now, so pick up the frown
Of course I want everything back, everything we had
I don't wanna cry or be sad or be mad
I'm not the one to blame, you're such a disappointment
I don't really mean that, when I get mad I just can't focus
Now the choice that we made is probably for the best
And of course I miss you too, just can't say it with my chest
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Yeah
Yeah (All aboard)
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